Jealous

I'm jealous of the rain

That falls upon your skin
It's closer than my hands have been

I'm jealous of the wind
That ripples through your clothes
It's closer than your shadow
because

I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me
All you found was heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say,
I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me

I'm jealous of the nights
That I don't spend with you
I'm wondering who you lay next to

I'm jealous of the love
Love that was in here
Gone for someone else to share
Because

As I sink in the sand
Watch you slip through my hands
As I die here another day
Because all I do is cry behind this smile

*apalah arti cemburunya gue ini... diutarain dibilang lebay, mending nyanyi aja

(labrinth-jealous)